Entity Attachment

I am writing this blog because of an incident that occurred recently. I will not be getting into exact details, but I will be sharing this experience because it probably affects more people than I originally anticipated. I say this because I had no idea the entity was attached to me, and it was cleaved to me for years, almost ten years to be exact.

First, I will talk about the "Incident"....

The first incident happened back in February, right before I left to visit family out east. I am in the prairies of Canada. My husband was coming up our basement stairs, and I turned my head to ask him something. That is when I caught it, looking directly at a shadow entity. This being stood over 8 feet tall, and I know that because it had to bend over to poke its head around the wall. It also knew it was caught because the moment I saw it, the entity darted its head back into the kitchen. I quickly rose from my chair, went to the kitchen, and there was nothing there.

I know this will sound a bit "Crazy", but I actually told my husband, and we both went on with our lives, trying to ignore it. Shortly after, I went out East.

(Now here is something kind of strange, it may not even be related... The entire time, from the first flight to the last flight, nothing went right. I am not sure if the entity followed me out East, I am thinking it did, because of what I realized when it was removed. But nothing went right, and I was sick for almost the entire time. Even when my sister and I went to Nova Scotia with family, nothing went right; it was awful how bad the "Luck" was. I fear this, being, may have followed me?)

While I was visiting family, my husband chose to clean the house. I never really put 2 and 2 together, yet now I know the state of our house was connected to that entity. I never had energy, and would clean it when I could muster up enough to do so. It was starting to clutter and gather dust; it was getting bad. My husband cleaned almost the entire home, but one part, my part of the basement. He took most of my things that he moved to create space and put them neatly in the basement.

(Another strange thing.... When I returned home, it did not feel right. I was still feeling off and got sick; however, while I was recuperating after the trip, I saw this reel on Instagram. It was this home that was clean except for one room, and this part of the house was the final bit of mess. The caption to the reel read... "If this is what your home looks like, you have a spiritual infestation". Even then, I was like, naw! Because I was already sensing something was off, even my husband was complaining now about air pressure and heaviness in the house. I kept thinking about that shadow being.)

So, I returned home, received my certificate for the college program I graduated from and decided to start my own online business! However, now I needed an office, and that office was, guess where? You got it, my corner of the basement. So, naturally, I started to go downstairs in an attempt to clean it up, put everything away and remove the clutter and stagnant energy I could feel strongly.

First day, I started to feel off, and I passed it off as being hunger, me just needing to eat. I worked for as long as I could and went upstairs. Second day, I started to work, and maybe half an hour in, I felt ill again, but this time I had already eaten. I felt sick, nauseous, almost fainted, super dizzy... This time, I knew something was not right because I am not ill, there is NO reason I should be feeling this way. It should also be stated that when I left that part of the basement, these symptoms would go away. The second time, though, I did not remain upstairs, I tried again and again I got sick, but this time I told it off. I told it that I was aware of its presence and to back off! I then got my husband to go downstairs and see if he felt ill, but he was fine. He felt absolutely fine, another indicator that this was directed at me. And so, I got help. I contacted a healer in our family, and she told me exactly what to do. I did it, and with all due respect, the awful being/entity left.

(It should be said that the very moment I began talking to this person who helped me, I began to FEEL the entity, and I knew it was aware of the contact established. I could tell that it knew its time here was up, and I could feel its curiosity and concern. It knew what was about to happen. And even still, I did not waver. It was scary, it was not easy to introduce myself, and state very clearly what was going to happen and then carry that out. There were moments I inwardly braced for attacks I could not see coming. I never had to do that before, and now know I can and will if it is needed again.)

Now, this is the time where I am supposed to say that everything is great, and believe me, it is. But... Now I have to get to know the person I am. I know that sounds strange, but I realized from the removal of this entity that I do not know myself anymore and have made so many changes with my life that now I literally have to become reacquainted with myself. That has been very strange.

I keep going back to try and figure out when I last felt like myself, and when was the last time was that I actually slept well and felt right. Turns out, this could have all started 8 years ago when I was in the hospital fighting off that "Smiling Entity". Actually, I think it was THAT entity that was attached to me, this entire time. I cannot prove it though, and I won't try; I just know that I started to feel different near the end of my Mother's life, and assumed everything that happened in the next 8 years was connected to that grief. I was wrong.

I look back at the last 8 years... I barely slept or woke up many times a night, and sometimes at strange hours (3:33am, 4:44am etc.) I really thought it was grief! I gained a large amount of weight that I called my sadness weight. I started eating meals for 2, yes for 2 people, which is just insanity, and I did not even think it was strange, which is not like me, I love to eat but not that much, so now looking back... Insane. I could not look at myself on video cam, just hated it, or look at myself in the mirror. Truly. I would look and make sure all was presentable, and that is it. I think about that now and think, wow, what the heck was wrong with me? All of that changed the moment this entity was removed. I can literally see, now, everything that it directly affected. Since the entity has been gone, my sleep is superb, and I sleep all night. Also, the pressure is gone, and the air is no longer thick. I miss and dearly miss, mind you, my mother, but it's not the same. I truly feel this being was keeping me in this state of extreme grief to feed off me. I was wondering why I did not feel my mother, and thought that too was grief; this entire time, it was this being? I was even experiencing blockages, and so much terrible luck, it was awful. I took a break from practicing Reiki because, well, it was just not flowing right. All of that has changed. It has all been restored.

I am going to make it a point to clean the house, spiritually, every 6 months and do a spiritual bath then as well. It really did help greatly, and it would not hurt to do so with this line of work.

I am writing this blog so everyone understands that these "Entities" are real and they can affect many things in your life, without us even knowing it is happening! It taught me things about grief and how grief can almost become its own entity, and or feed entities. It taught me to proceed very carefully with certain beings and that even though you think you are doing the right thing, these beings are sneaky and tricksters, and they might be a few steps ahead of you.

I truly feel like I was gone for 8 years, and now I am back.

Anyhow, it was an unbelievable experience that, one of many, that I wanted to share so you become aware of these possibilities. Sometimes it is not just grief.

Walk with Joy and Light!